…and then i am

There’s something about the night that was never there for a long time

There remain, just the clouds

And the wind seemed to have blown to a different direction

How can it change everything so suddenly?

I didn’t realized that this would happen.

Or maybe I knew at one point that this may happen but never really thought about it seriously.

Until today…

I was dumbfounded…or was I speechless…then, I began to feel that I was shaking.

Something on my chest began to feel tight.

It’s been a while

And I am not sure how to ease this nagging desolation

Will it change everything?

And if I remain where I am right now, how can I be sure that this will never happen again?

And if I simply go where the wind blows,

Will that chase the clouds away?

How do you wake up to a morning that you thought was gone forever?